im in BAD MOOD right now. =/
and planning to shut up. there's many problems that make me confused for a few days.
gosh, why im so unlucky? im always meet horrible man in my life. ==;;
is there someone better for me? i already tired with this, with broken heart, with the sycophant around me, in fact their always talk about me, not a true but a LIE. i also confused with unrequited love,with my DADDY == and also with SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL! ==;;

yeah yesterday i fought with my dad, honestly, i really hate with his 'wise' and 'act affected' syndrome *sorry dad* =3= yesterday he said that i always cant do something well. please, is there perfect ppl in this world? believe me 100%, THERE IS NO PERFECT PPL IN THIS WORLD. -- and he also said i cant study in SMAK 1. i dont know why he says like that, but his words makes me angry, ==
but i must remember, even i hate him *sometimes, not always* he is my dad, and i love you. :)

and lets go back to the main problems
now i already buy registration form of SMAK 1 BPK PENABUR, i dont sure i can survive in this school. one side of myself says if i study in SMAK1, my parents would be proud with me, but, another side of myself says i cant survive T________________T
my god~ what should i do ? i really confused ==

trying to figure out this life.❤20:06