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I am with you. ❤
In her own words.

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Its a damn, cold night..trying to figure out this life..
Wont u, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new..
I don’t know who u are..but i....im with u♥

Dear Santa.

go around the world
see and meet real jaejoong in private
study in france or germany
wisdom, knowledge and talent
fame, beauty and fortune
friends forever
trip to europe with my love :)
whole collection of kimjaejoong
be jaejoong's leading lady :P

Words Of Crap.

talk non-stop! :D

Other Worlds.

TVXQIndo
YUNJAEIndo
JAECHUNIndo
Facebook
Friendster
Twitter
ipeh udin
Cathy
Kelly
Valen onnie
Minyo onnie
Dphee
Lola onnie
Winema
Myung Gii
Echie onnie
Dhea
Azal onnie
Hany
Junna
Dyan
Nissa
Irene
Marchella
Xiao Yan
Sayuri onnie

Rhythm.

the songs calling for you :D


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


So Yesterday.

March 2009
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January 2010

Thank-Yous

Designer:ilovemj
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Inspiration: im with you-avril lavigne.


Thursday 20 August 2009

IM NOT YOUR FUCKIN FRIEND!


trying to figure out this life.20:03


Tuesday 11 August 2009

sepotong conversation saia dengan gomgom XD


me:
*jedokin pala ke tembokk
*nari2 geje

gomgom:
wakwakwakwwakk cari mati

me:
saiacarimatidansaiabanggaa
*kibarin bendera putih tanda isdet

gomgom:
saiamelihatorgbegodansayaiswiti


me:
saiameranamelihatoranganehyangmeratapiorangbegodansayaeswete


trying to figure out this life.21:54


Sunday 9 August 2009

This is from post three years ago.. I thought it was interesting back then, so I saved it. Now I understand that everything said here is true, I hope I can repost this..

" Hi~ I'm a current member of club H.O.T,
and am a fan of the now broken up group, H.O.T. ^^

These days the group DBSK have been performing a lot
and have caught my attention.
Not only that, I heard that one of the DBSK members was a
very big male fan of H.O.T., and that's how I first started to
learn more about DBSK

As I watch the way they act and their performance,
I couldn't help but to think that they are very similar
to H.O.T when they first started

H.O.T is seriously the god's to our generation,
so for people that were born around 82, 83, etc.
No one probably understand what they meant to us...

After Seotaiji and boys broke up, H.O.T. saved the
kpop music scene that was completely dying out.

All the teenagers were pulled into H.O.T.,
and within a year of their debut they received the top music award.
Out of all the major awards that H.O.T received, there must be awards
from at least 10 different music/television companies

When I see DBSK right now, the past H.O.T. fills my mind.
I was a freshman in high school when H.O.T. first debuted.
Now I am 22, and even today, when I go to performances or
concerts, I am looked as a young girl ^^

I heard that the majority of DBSK fans are junior high students,
and although many people say that they are young fans,
we were exactly like that too.

Whenever people saw us they called us H.O.T fanatics.
But then what about now? Even after 8-9 years
we are still here watching over them.

We hope that all the DBSK fans follow in our footsteps ^^

Liking H.O.T. for about 9 years,
I would like to give a little heads up and warnings about the company SM

I am someone that had a voice within the H.O.T fan club.
So I know a little more about the company SM, than most fans or normal people

At this moment, many H.O.T. fans have ventured out ^^
There are some that have become stars, others that became famous peoples' coordis,
and even some that have been hired into SM

Through these people we have learned that,
what we believed to be unfair treatment by SM, in reality, was very much true

SM claimed that the 2nd H.O.T. was blackbeat, but after their failure
they tried once again, and that group is DBSK

Silently leading the group with wit and talent, YoungWoong JaeJoong.
He is like MoonHeeJun.
Leader in dance, with the aura of a tough guy, but sometimes very cute, UKnowYunHo.
He is like JangWooHyuk.
Lived in the states, and able to speak English, very charismatic and outgoing, MickyYooChun.
He is like Tony.
With looks that can be looked as almost famine, and the image where you want to take care of him, ChoiKangChangMin.
He is like Kangta.
Looks that can be looked as average, but the type of person that the more you see the more you like, XiahJunSu.
He is like LeeJaeWon.

Two group that really have a lot in common, DBSK and H.O.T.
Maybe that's why, but we H.O.T. fans are genuinely scared that
the DBSK fans will have to face the hurt and disappointing ordeals we had to go through.
Especially because all of you are so young.

Cassiopeia fans...
SM is honestly a dangerous place.
As you like DBSK more I am sure that your hatred for SM will only grow

The first time H.O.T. began to get battered by LeeSooMan was during the beginning of their 3rd album
I'm not sure if you heard their 2nd album song, "Heng Bok"
That is the song H.O.T. received the DaeSang award,
and the album after that for every little mistake, they were hurt.

At that time, I believed that no matter what, it was merely just rumors
Slowly, everything I believed were rumors, were slowly turning into realities

By any chance do you know of Andy of ShinHwa's incident?
For awhile he was on stage wearing a mask wasn't he?
SM said some unbelievable stuff saying that he ran into something
or that JunJin fell while taking a shower.

Everyone continuously told us different things.
The important factor is that they ran into something or fell,
but why was only his mouth hurt? How come there were no signs of anything near their forehead or nose or any other facial part?

A few days before, Andy went into the SM building, and when he came out
he was wearing a mask, which many fans noticed.
Honestly, at that time I didn't believe it.

After JTL left SM, even after they released their album,
they weren't able to properly perform for a good 2 years.

Their schedules continuously got mysteriously cancelled,
and on cable t.v. their music video was not even showed ONCE.

That wasn't the famous SM-JTL boycott.
Boycott...

SM went to every television company and threatened that
in the case they brought JTL onto their broadcasting list, SM would pull out all their singers from that company

Many fans called JTL's company "YeJun Media" and asked what was happening,
but even from there they did not know.

This is a famous event,
It was when MoonHeeJun's 2nd album was supposed to come out

Fans were sleeping in front of HeeJun's house,
when HeeJun's mother came out and began to cry like no tomorrow.
She was begging to the fans to save HeeJun...
"Please save my HeeJun..."

HeeJun's first album sold 600,000 copies.
But SM said, "Merely 600,000?!"

They said they didn't want to invest in his 2nd album.
So for HeeJun's 2nd album, his music video, and jacket pictures...
he poured out his own money and savings.

Everyone.
Buy their album. That is helping DBSk.
Whenever H.O.T albums came out, we fans bought AT LEAST 2 copies.
That's the only reason whenever a new album came out they were able to surpass 1 million album sales.

And for that fact only...
that's the only reason the members were able to collect a little bit of money.

H.O.T. boys...
for every album they received approximately 2 cents.

After Boa released her first album,
she received 50 cents per album.

For five people if it's 2 cent, that means its not even a quarter cent per person.

Then you might ask...
"What about the commercials and photo albums, and all the other side things H.O.T did?"

To keep it simple,
the only money H.O.T members make is through album sales.

Any commercials, and any shows, anything,
all that money goes to SM.
So its basically an unjust contract, a slave contract.

We heard that the contract between DBSK and SM is immense,
but that's not always a good thing.

When one leaves SM you must pay a fee that is much higher than the contract,
and basically its to stop singers from leaving
Not only that they will take out a percentage of one's profits if one leaves.

Do you think the term "slave contract" came out of nowhere??
DBSK right now...they are probably having a really hard time.

Do you all know this?
The president of SM isn't LeeSooMan but, KimKyungWook.
To put it in lament terms...
Although on paper KimKyungWook is the president,
the person that makes all the decisions is LeeSooMan.

The reason,
SM has done a lot of illegal things.
And if those acts are caught, someone needs to be blamed.

So LeeSooMan screws up,
and KimKyungWook takes the blame.
If you look at it KimKyungWoo is a slave too. An SM slave.

H.O.T.'s old manager is currently working for a very famous company.
That person once said that H.O.T. are kids he truly feels sorry for,
and so they were kids that he wanted to save.

That person tried to take H.O.T. out of SM, but got caught by LeeSooMan
and was immediately fired. Right now he is working at SIDUS and is producing the group G.O.D.

That is the reason LeeSooMan hates G.O.D. so much.
So much to the point that any radio show SM singers host,
he makes it clear he doesn't want to hear them putting on G.O.D. songs.

Even though slave contract, unjust contracts are against the law,
LeeSooMan is living quite fine.
He is truly a rich man. Someone with so much money it is unbelievable.
Although he waste a lot of money, he always has more.
We raised SM and then we were stepped on by SM and died.

All the money that came in from H.O.T was invested into BoA
and all the money they invested in BoA is being currently relearned.

But now H.O.T members have encountered so many scars,
and they are slowly being forgotten by people.

Along with Club H.O.T who set records as a fan club.
We all are being forgotten by people.

All of you will get older with DBSK.
We were the same.

We used to say that "we're aging together,"
and these days those words sound so sad

As time goes feelings will be stronger,
and we sincerely hope that DBSK doesn't endure the same scars from SM, as H.O.T. had.
Don't take the same hurt as we did.

Within DBSK, create an awesome fan culture.
With every childless statement, the fan image is slowly ruined.

Become fans that think about what you say,
when announcing you are their fans.

Don't ever be flattered by any rumors, and always trust the member.
Singers will never betray their fans.

Please don't do things that they don't like.
You shouldn't ever make your favorite singer feel disappointed in you.

If you are going to believe this and that, or just move on to someone else,
then don't like them from the start.
It will only be scars upon that singer/group.

As you grow older, even if you find a boyfriend
don't ever forget that you are DBSK fans.

At first it may just be a fantasy for you
but as time passes and as you grow older
you will realize that they mean a lot more to you than you know

In your heart, you will never forget your younger days
when you were their fans...
Please make sure it is only memories that you will not regret... "

Taken from DBSKsoompi (rika90's post...Tks for sharing:)

----------------------------------------

intinya :

hal2 yng saat ini terjadi sama DBSK itu bagaikan sejarah yng berulang kembali.. dan ada banyak kejelekan SM yng diuraikan di sana. memang nggak ada bukti langsung, jadi terserah sama kalian aja percaya apa enggak.. tp bukan itu yng penting dari post-an ini..

yang penting, apapun yng terjadi..
jangan cepet percaya sama rumor dan gosip2
percayalah selalu sama DBSK member aja

dan jangan melakukan hal2 yng mereka nggak suka
karena hal itu akan bikin mereka kecewa sama kalian

kalo kalian gampang percaya sama hal ini dan itu, atau dengan mudahnya berpindah ke lain idola
ngapain kalian suka sama mereka sejak awal?
hal itu akan nyakitin para member aja

walaupun awalnya nggak kalian sadari
tapi seiring dengan bertambahnya usia,
kalian akan sadar seberapa penting arti mereka buat kalian

di dalam hati, kalian akan selalu mengingat masa2
ketika dulu menjadi fans mereka
jadi yakinkanlah diri kalian kalo memories ini akan jadi hal2 yng nggak akan kalian sesalkan seumur hidup..

credits : DBSKsoompi (rika90)
shared by : wickedcreature + tvxqindo + syalovesjae.blogspot.com


trying to figure out this life.22:57


Saturday 8 August 2009

wtf, i really hate yesterday
i am very unlucky ==
first, my teacher changed all students seating position
and i dont like my new seat =___________=;;
actually its okay with my new seat
but i hate people that sitting around me [not all maybe]
i hate someone that sit in front of me =X
shit, why must him? im really want to punch and kick something if i remembered his name *groarrr
i must complain about this, otherwise i will dieeee 8D

then my 'lovely' biology teacher told me the biology presentation, and i hate presentation or something like that. i got 'the formation of sex cells' as materials, fyi the materials are dificult, its contain 4 pages and a lot of pictures.
what the hell. =__________________________=;;;;;


trying to figure out this life.17:05


Monday 3 August 2009

shit, tommorrow is tuesday, and i really hate tuesday. =_________________=;;
sport subjects, physics subjects, and another bored subjects are waiting for me ==
and FYI
ALL BOYS IN MY SCHOOL *not all, some of them maybe* ARE REALLY SUCKS
THEY ARE BASTARD, I REALLY WANT TO KICK THEM OUT FROM SCHOOL.
*bangshead*
i want to tell the story but im really sleepy now, >D
will post the story *maybe* asap<3


trying to figure out this life.23:58



got this poem from vie unnie<3
tottaly in love with this poem ;3

The elegant gleam of light that casts its gentle silhouette,
upon the calm still waters of the ocean.
A soft pink petal of a blooming cherry blossom in spring,
inciting the mellow ripples in the gentle cool river.
Thousands of stars that fill the dark night sky with its illumating picturesque view,
and astonishingly scenic aura.
Breathtaking, and astounding; yet none compares to you.
Our life is meaningless without TVXQ.

If ever our eyes could set gaze upon a shooting a star,
our wish would be to spend our lives with you forever.
If I had a thousand lives, I'd give them all up to spend just one with you.
You hold the key to our heart, you are the missing piece to our puzzle.
You complete me.
Without you, my life is futile.

Without the sun there is no daylight, without the moon there is no moonlight.
Without air we cannot breathe, without a voice we cannot speak.
Without food, and water we cannot live.
Without TVXQ, there is no Cassiopeia.

For you, my love is endless; like the oceans that grace this beautiful earth.
My mind dwells only on you day, and night. I see your angelic face as I sleep,
and I see your enticing smile when I awake. Your laugh keeps me going,
your voice draws me nearer, and your personality; so loving, only weakens my soul.
I only want to be near you.
Without you, we cannot go on.

You have encaptured our minds, you have concealed our heart within yours.
The blazing vivid fireworks in our soul, are only sparked by your eminent beauty.
As much as the stars shine down from heaven, and the sun shines brightly from far up above;
our love for you continues to grow apace.
Our hearts will always be with you, till the end of time forever.
Because without you, there is no us.


Written For: TVXQ
Written By: Toni A.K.A. Harumi (USA)
Date Written: January 14, 2009
Posted On: tvxqdreamer.blogspot.com + Novita Vie's note @ Facebook + syalovesjae.blogspot.com

hope TVXQ will read this poem too <3


trying to figure out this life.18:20


Saturday 1 August 2009

Photobucket

Replied at : 12:30 pm (?) 31st July 2009
Fan #1: Oppas are disbanding? I don't believe.
Jaejoong: I don't believe either ^^


Replied at : 1:00 am 1st Aug 2009
Fan #2: Canceling the contract (dismantling) is not the truth, right?
Changmin: Who are you talking about?

Credits: Baidu YJ Bar + SHA_YJ@Soompi
Shared by: DBSKnights + TVXQindo + syalovesjae.blogspot.com

awww >< i love jae's answer<3


and if you cassie, you must watch this vid :D



credit :farahmicky8 @ yt


trying to figure out this life.19:15



"If I was alone, there'd be no way I could have come this far. I don't really have that confidence, but to be here together ... now, the five of us are already a family." - Junsu

"Even if everything failed, as long as the members are there, I feel that it's alright, and another chance will definitely come our way. For me ... they're more than family." - Yoochun

"Each time, I've said that they're like my siblings ... my family. But to me, they're more than family. They're a part of me. My alter ego, perhaps?" - Yunho

"We trust each other and are also each other's strengths. Before I knew it, they're already a deep part of me. Their existence to me is as important as my life." - Changmin>

"We're family, as well as friends. The word comrade also comes to mind. We have to be together. If it's not the five of us, it's not Tohoshinki." - Jaejoong

Eng trans credit : Hajargiler + Edamame
Taken from video by TVXQSleeplessNights@YT
Shared by : TVXQIndo.com + syalovesjae.blogspot.com

*****

yoochun message to cassieopeia bout the rumor X3

Photobucket

YOOCHUN'S cyworld
"Always keep the faith, thank you I'm sorry and I love you"

Source : chun's BlueFaith @ CY
Pic snap shot : cuppizz @ soompi
Credit + Shared by : rourie @ TVXQindo + syalovesjae.blogspot.com


trying to figure out this life.15:59



No need to worry girls, things are starting to look much brighter! Earlier reports were looking bad in terms of TVXQ and SM Entertainment's relationship, however SM Entertainment has official released their statements and where they stand.

SM Entertainment stated, "TVXQ is a band that represents Asia, they must absolutely continue actitivies. The cosmetics company issue, will be resolved."

source : allkpop + tvxqindo + syalovesjae.blogspot.com



The lawsuit is not about disbandment. Repeat, not disbandment. None of the members have asked to be broken of their contract from SM. This concerns their independent ventures into cosmetic companies and rights within SM concerning outside profits. This is also the reason why the only members entering the lawsuit are Junsu, Yoochun, and Jaejoong because they are the only ones who took part in the independent cosmetics venture.

Official SM Entertainment statement says "DBSK activities will/should continue"

source : dbsg@LJ + tvxqindo + syalovesjae.blogspot.com


thx god! now i can sleep without nightmare XD


trying to figure out this life.00:38