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I am with you. ❤
In her own words.

Attention Please
welcome to syalovesjae.bs.com♥

Its a damn, cold night..trying to figure out this life..
Wont u, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new..
I don’t know who u are..but i....im with u♥

Dear Santa.

go around the world
see and meet real jaejoong in private
study in france or germany
wisdom, knowledge and talent
fame, beauty and fortune
friends forever
trip to europe with my love :)
whole collection of kimjaejoong
be jaejoong's leading lady :P

Words Of Crap.

talk non-stop! :D

Other Worlds.

ipeh udin
Valen onnie
Minyo onnie
Lola onnie
Myung Gii
Echie onnie
Azal onnie
Xiao Yan
Sayuri onnie


the songs calling for you :D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

So Yesterday.

March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010


Inspiration: im with you-avril lavigne.

Sunday, 17 January 2010

kok ada yah pimpinan keluarga yang seenak jidat sndiri, cm mentingin kepentingan dy dan ga peduli ama anak2nya yang memiliki keperluan yang jauh lebih penting dari kegiatan dy.
terkadang gw mikir, np gw ga bisa mendapatkan seorang pemimpin keluarga yang benar2 mendukung anaknya dalam segala hal? =_________=;;

trying to figure out this life.22:51

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

currently in bad mood =\
and trying to shut up my mouth.

trying to figure out this life.21:49

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

youre stupid
youre fool
youre idiot
youre silly
and i hate you because you always make me cry with your stupidity

trying to figure out this life.18:51

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

Well, I have to say.
SME finally did it.
After all of my posts talking about how I will support the boys no matter what...
After the thousands of times I said "Always Keep the Faith" to reassure someone...
SME finally convinced me.

They want us to choose sides? Between JaeChunSu and HoMin?
Okay, I'll be the first to choose.
You guys can follow if you want.

I choose JaeChunSu.
They are fighting for their rights.
They are so BRAVE to risk everything and stand up to freakin SME.
What they are fighting for can change the entertainment world forever.
It affects many people.
At this point, the lawsuit is bigger than themselves.
Despite the adversity they face, they are not afraid to stand up for what's right.
Some people may say that they are traitors to SME, greedy, selfish, biting the hand that feeds them... but they still care about DBSK and the fans.
I am so proud of them.

I choose HoMin.
Despite how horrible SME is to them, they are continuing to stick it out.
They are so BRAVE to stand firm with their beliefs even though others may not understand.
Even though it must be hard, they continue to work each and every day.
Yunho is working himself to death for his drama, and Changmin is preparing for his drama, as well.
Imagine how hard it would be to continue to stay in a place where you are miserable, to stick it out, even though every fiber of your being screams to escape with the others.
They're so strong.
Despite the adversity they face, they are continuing to stand by their position.
Some people may say that they are traitors to JaeChunSu, spineless, uncaring, fake... but they still care about DBSK and the fans.
I am so proud of them.

Do you get it yet, SME?
I choose HoMinJaeChunSu.
They are TOGETHER. I believe this with all of my heart, mind, and soul.
Even if they disagree about how to handle this issue, they are not against one another.
You can post whatever the hell you want, SME, I won't back down.
I won't give up.
I won't lose my faith.

Nothing you can say will change my mind.
Nothing you can do.
You did too good of a job this time.
You screwed yourselves.
DBSK was the best thing you've ever done...
And now, you've lost.
Because there is nothing, I repeat, nothing that will ever make me give up on my boys.
I don't care if there's a sex tape. I don't care if there's something else.
I don't care what mistakes they've made, I'll forgive them. Not the mistakes, but DBSK. Because we all make mistakes.
Even if they break up, I won't stop believing.
Hey, maybe that's crazy, but I don't care.
I've made up my mind, and nothing will change it now.
Least of all your stupid little games.

Did you honestly think those would work?
That all you had to do was blame CreBeau and spout lies?
That that was enough to make this great fandom crumble?
Better think again, SME.
We believe.
We believe in DBSK.
They have never steered us wrong, and not even a microscopic part of me thinks they are doing so now.
I trust them.
Because they saved me.

I don't care what you say, I don't care if they leave SME, I don't care if they have to change their name, I don't care if they lose all of their songs, I don't care if they break up, I don't care if they stop being popular, I don't care if every single other person on this planet abandons them, I WILL STAND BY THEM.
No matter what.

So you've lost.
You'll never convince me, you'll never change my mind.
Although it breaks my heart to see some of my fellow Cassies struggling to keep the faith, I refuse to give in.
I will continue to fight forever, no matter how hard it gets.

I will support the five of them forever.
Because I am a Cassie and that's what we do.
We're awesome.
You can take so many things from DBSK... Their rights, their freedom, their name, their song, their fans, their popularity, whatever. But you'll never be able to take me away from them, because I won't leave them. You don't have the power to take me away. They'll have me forever, no matter what I go through. Even after they marry. Even after I marry.
I will stand by DBSK forever, and there's nothing you can do to stop that. You're powerless.

I believe it was fate that brought them together.
That fate used you to do so.
And so I will thank fate, not SME.

I will fight to help my fellow Cassies keep the faith, but at the end of the day, I can only be responsible for myself.
And so I make this pledge, that I will be a Cassie until the day I die.
Even if the numbers don't stay at 800,000...
Even if they dwindle...
It will never drop below 1.
Because I am a fan for life.

by laurana1@soompi
taken from DBSK/TVXQ/THSK Official Thread 4 at Soompi
shared by : Dyan Franciska D. Sitanggang @ facebook + syalovesjae.blogspot.com

trying to figure out this life.14:08

Sunday, 1 November 2009

gw gatau gmana gw bisa mengekspresikan perasaan gw saat ini
prasaan senang sedih pusing deg2an kecewa semua nyampur jadi satu
ntah gw dah bener2 capek dengan yang namanya cinta.
kalo emang ga jodoh, napa prasaan ini kaga bisa ilanggg dari hati gw
gw dah mencoba berpaling kesana sini tapi ga bisa
sejujur ny pun gw dah mulai lelah untuk menunggu, mencoba.
gw dah nunggu selama yang gw bisa, tapi hasil ny tetap nol.


Music Playlist at MixPod.com

aku yang memikirkan
namun aku tak banyak berharap
kau membuat waktuku
tersita dengan angan tentangmu

mencoba lupakan
tapi ku tak bisa
mengapa begini

oh mungkin aku bermimpi
menginginkan dirimu
tuk ada disini menemaniku
oh mungkin kaukah yang jadi
kekasih sejatiku
semoga tak sekedar harapku

kucoba lupakan
tapi ku tak bisa
mengapa begini

bila kau tak menjadi miliku
aku tak menyesal telah
jatuh hati..

-Monita, Kekasih Sejati

trying to figure out this life.01:01

Thursday, 29 October 2009

cross : not me
bold : so me! XD

i was born in September :D

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

trying to figure out this life.21:32

Thursday, 22 October 2009

im in BAD MOOD right now. =/
and planning to shut up. there's many problems that make me confused for a few days.
gosh, why im so unlucky? im always meet horrible man in my life. ==;;
is there someone better for me? i already tired with this, with broken heart, with the sycophant around me, in fact their always talk about me, not a true but a LIE. i also confused with unrequited love,with my DADDY == and also with SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL! ==;;

yeah yesterday i fought with my dad, honestly, i really hate with his 'wise' and 'act affected' syndrome *sorry dad* =3= yesterday he said that i always cant do something well. please, is there perfect ppl in this world? believe me 100%, THERE IS NO PERFECT PPL IN THIS WORLD. -- and he also said i cant study in SMAK 1. i dont know why he says like that, but his words makes me angry, ==
but i must remember, even i hate him *sometimes, not always* he is my dad, and i love you. :)

and lets go back to the main problems
now i already buy registration form of SMAK 1 BPK PENABUR, i dont sure i can survive in this school. one side of myself says if i study in SMAK1, my parents would be proud with me, but, another side of myself says i cant survive T________________T
my god~ what should i do ? i really confused ==

trying to figure out this life.20:06

Thursday, 15 October 2009

hey everyone X3
i am get bored so i made this wallpaper, with new style XD wahhahaha
and this wallpaper dedicated to Sayuri unnie that loves jaejoong as vampire so much♥
but im sorry onnie
jaejoong is not too similiar with the vampire here ;_;
enjoy unnie ^3^


real size : http://i228.photobucket.com/albums/ee223/170606/vampireprincebysyaa.jpg

hope you like it onnie ^^

trying to figure out this life.23:22